I know nobody reads these long life problems I write on here and I don’t know why I write them. I guess I just like getting it out, but knowing that nobody who honestly knows who I’m talking about will read it. Well any way here is the juicey sob story for today. This guy I’m friends with (the guy I write about almost everytime I write on here,) is gone to camp and he is my best friend. Last year we were so close, he was at my house all the time (this guy also happened to be my neighbor.) We never knew each other before he moved here but my aunt went to school with his mom, my mom went to school with his uncle, and his grandpa was the Pastor at my parents’ wedding. So you could say we had it coming for us. We instantly clicked, and it was just great to have a friend that I could talk to about anything. That whole year was great and we had an amazing connection. We were open with each other from the beginning, and we agreed to never date each other or our friends, because it would be akward if we broke up. To this day we have kept this promise, but I don’t think I want to anymore. I love this kid. We have been through alot of crap this year, him being extremely sick, my grandmas’ both passing away, and both of us had friend troubles and regular school drama. We got through it together and we never asked for sympathy. Then he finally gets to go back to school, and slowly but surely works his way back to being able to run track, but then he got a girlfriend. To top it off he told me he had a girlfriend the night before my birthday. I was okay with it until this chick hated me from the start and she talked bad about me to my other friends. Which I never really let bother me cause I honestly don’t care what she thinks of me. I have self respect and friends who care, I don’t need her to like me. Then she got to share in all his comeback moments, which sucked because it meant so much to me. When he reached his record again in high jump both his parents and him told me but she got to be there for the hug and that hurt. Now they broke up and that’s great to me but he was alittle resevered about it to begin with. On top of all that he moved away from me and now we don’t get our close time. Plus my parents really don’t approve of him anymore and he knows that and doesn’t want to tick them off. So last week I told him how I felt and really I don’t know how he feels. That leaves us off at today where he is at camp till August 9. Yayy! UGH. I just really need somebody to talk to and well the person I would talk to, it’s kinda about him so this is where I am at this moment.
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