I know nobody reads these long life problems I write on here and I don’t know why I write them. I guess I just like getting it out, but knowing that nobody who honestly knows who I’m talking about will read it. Well any way here is the juicey sob story for today. This guy I’m friends with (the guy I write about almost everytime I write on here,) is gone to camp and he is my best friend. Last year we were so close, he was at my house all the time (this guy also happened to be my neighbor.) We never knew each other before he moved here but my aunt went to school with his mom, my mom went to school with his uncle, and his grandpa was the Pastor at my parents’ wedding. So you could say we had it coming for us. We instantly clicked, and it was just great to have a friend that I could talk to about anything. That whole year was great and we had an amazing connection. We were open with each other from the beginning, and we agreed to never date each other or our friends, because it would be akward if we broke up. To this day we have kept this promise, but I don’t think I want to anymore. I love this kid. We have been through alot of crap this year, him being extremely sick, my grandmas’ both passing away, and both of us had friend troubles and regular school drama. We got through it together and we never asked for sympathy. Then he finally gets to go back to school, and slowly but surely works his way back to being able to run track, but then he got a girlfriend. To top it off he told me he had a girlfriend the night before my birthday. I was okay with it until this chick hated me from the start and she talked bad about me to my other friends. Which I never really let bother me cause I honestly don’t care what she thinks of me. I have self respect and friends who care, I don’t need her to like me. Then she got to share in all his comeback moments, which sucked because it meant so much to me. When he reached his record again in high jump both his parents and him told me but she got to be there for the hug and that hurt. Now they broke up and that’s great to me but he was alittle resevered about it to begin with. On top of all that he moved away from me and now we don’t get our close time. Plus my parents really don’t approve of him anymore and he knows that and doesn’t want to tick them off. So last week I told him how I felt and really I don’t know how he feels. That leaves us off at today where he is at camp till August 9. Yayy! UGH. I just really need somebody to talk to and well the person I would talk to, it’s kinda about him so this is where I am at this moment.
Why do guys have to be so difficult? There is this guy and he has been my best friend for a couple of years now. We hang out all the time and we tell each other that we love one another. When he first moved here we promised not to date each other or our friends because if we break up it would be awkward. I love him with all of my heart and we have went through some tough times this year, but we got through them. Now he has a girlfriend and I really don’t like her and she doesn’t like me. So then I figure out that he is moving, which sucks!!!! He is still going to our school, but see he is my neighbor so it’s kinda important that he doesn’t move, but oh well. See the issue is that up until now I was fine with him dating and didn’t think much of it but, now it hurts me to see them together. I started having feelings for him before they started dating but it wasn’t the right time to say something. I just don’t know what to do anymore cause I really do love him and he is my best friend. What do I do? I can’t stand it anymore.
Hey everybody i would just like to start out by saying I’m new to the Tumblr world so if you have any comments or tips for me I would love to hear it. I’m just another teenage girl, my friends and family mean the world to me. I’m a freshman in High School and I am just trying to figure things out in life. A lot has happened this year, people change and you move on, but what happens when you can’t move on? I’m still trying to figure that one out. My friends are the best and we’re so close, but a couple of months ago one of my friends got really sick. He has a bacteria that eats the linning of his stomach and the doctors don’t know what to do. He has been out of school for almost four months. When I figured out I took it really hard, this guy is like my safe haven. I know that sounds bad but when things in life got bad he would always comfort me and know what to say. Nobody else could do that. When he got sick I cried every night and I didn’t know what to do. He got worse and the doctors didn’t know what was wrong. He spent nights in the hospital 5 hours away from home. I couldn’t believe it, he is a healthy guy that had top records in track and was a COC champion last year. He was suppose to have a great year and now he can’t even walk without it hurting. Our families have left it in the hands of God, he needs a miracle and I believe he will get one. I love God and all he has done for my family and friends. So if you will just keep him in your prayers that would be greatly appreciated. That’s a basic review of my life right now.